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The author of "Le Petit Prince" is an odd pilot. Certainly he
writes, but he is a reader most of all, in the plane, piloting, circling
over the landing strip till he's finished with a story.
We're at the base of Bastia Borgo, a bright summer day, July 31, 1944
Saint-Ex
by Lam van't Hof
from a picture of John Philips
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He
has arrived on the field in his old shirt, stained and full
of cigarette burn holes, and with a worn French army cap on
his head. On the track, a dozen covers seemingly hide voluminous
marvels that the mechanics, jealously guarding their privileges,
are unwilling to show. But he has touched so many of them
that he doesn't even look. He has made his classes on the
most elementary of aircraft and he feels that piloting a P-38
is like a sophisticated tedium. The plane was put into service
a year ago and since then he has spent a lot of hours training
with it. "It's more complex than piloting a writing
machine... And less inspiring !" he used to say to
the American officers eager to know what he thought of their
flying wonder. These Americans who couldn't pronounce his
name and familiarly called him "Major X"
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The operation officer, a Duriez, has given an excellent
weather forecast while together taking fried eggs, coffee
and a cigarette.
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Duriez doesn't dare to say that this flight would undoubtly
be his last. For a reconnaissance pilot with a Lightning,
his age of 44 is a bit too much. John Philips, photographer
and friend of Antoine de Saint-Exupery, told him slightly
teasing "these flying bugs are critters that grown-ups
can do without !". Even with 6500 flight hours to his
credit, Saint-Exupery displays a certain clumsiness the last
weeks. He has wrecked a Lightning while landing too roughly.
Another time he has forgotten to open a fuel tank and returned
home on a single engine. On another occasion he missed his
route and, chased by two fighters, returned without any photo.
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However,
the old pilot still being around after eight missions
is quite a feat when there is one chance in three of
coming back at all. "I'm the last survivor and
that certainly gives a strange feeling. I thought that
would happen to the very old only : loosing all his
friends on the way." he wrote.
He recalls Mermoz and Guillaumet, both
vanished. The first in 1936 with "La croix du
Sud" in the middle of the Atlantic, the other
in 1940 during the battle of France. Guillaumet, who
achieved a hundred times the impossible by making as
many crossings of the Andes cordilliereas with dubious
aircraft.
Mermoz used to say "For us, pilots, dying in
our bed would be an accident."
Pierre Georges Latecoere suffered a long illness
untill this day of August 1943 when he reached his end.
Marcel Bouilloux-Lafont just died in a bed, but
in a scruffy hotel in Rio de Janeiro, last February.
he ended washed-up after heading the Aeropostale
empire. One of the greatest adventures of
the
century. Silently, Saint-Exupery remembers...
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Saint-Ex
preparing his last mission sketched by B. Freudenthal
from a picture of J. Philips
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Henceforth,
Saint-Ex is too old for piloting. He knows that, this
mission completed, he'll he banned from flying again.
He's guessing it, he feels it. Duriez help him into
his thick, silk heating suit and then he gets into an
overall with pockets for essential treasures like maps,
pencils, food rations, notebook, foreign money.
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Duriez
drives him in the old squadron jeep to the field.
He wants to give him a colt gun. But he says no. He's
not afraid and nothing will happen anyway. The other
doesn't insist and slides the plexiglass cockpit over
the pilot's head.
He spends another ten minutes checking everything in
the blazing sun. A last cigarette, some extenuating
puffs and then the engins spit gusts of gaz..
The aircraft registered 223, starts its mission over
the Alps. It's 8:45. Thereafter nothing. At 15:00 nobody
knows what happened to captain Antoine de Saint-Exupery.
this time the death-dodging man doesn't reappear. Seconds
and hours pass like in a chapter of one of his famoust
novels :
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"31
juillet 1944, the Dawn" - the aircraft registered
223. Painting by Lam van't Hof - 80 x 60 cm print avalaible
(32 x 26 inches)
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COMMODORIO
RIVADAVIA doesn't hear a thing anymore, but thousand
kilometers away and twenty minutes later, Bahia Blanca
catches a second message.
"-descending... Entering clouds".
followed by two words of an oscure text arriving at
the post of Trelew :
"-See nothing..."
That's shortwave. You catch it in one place, but not
in another. And then, for no reason, there's the tipping
point.
This crew without known whereabouts has seemingly left
the space and time of the living, and the radios seemingly
register the blank pages written by ghosts.
Have they run out of fuel or does the pilot seize his
last chance : an emergency landing without crashing
?
the voice from bahia Blanca orders Trelew :
"-Ask him"
The radio post looks like a laboratory with nickel,
copper, gauges and a network of conductors. The night
watch operators in white coats are silently bent over
a semblance of an experiment. With their dainty fingers
they touch the controls and search the magnetic sky
like dowsers of a gold-lode.
-"No answer ?
- No answer !"
Perhaps they are going to pick up a sound that might
be a sign of life. If the aircraft and its board lights
climb towards the stars they could possibly hear the
chant of that bright spot.
secunds pass. They really flow like blood. Are they
still flying ? Every second reduce the chance. That's
why the passing time looks like destructive.
If it takes twenty centuries to reduce a temple to dust,
slowly eroding the granite, the effects of that time
span are packed in each second, threatening a crew.
Every second takes something away. Fabien's voice, Fabien's
laughter, his smile. The silence is gaining ground.
An increasingly deep silence, falling on this crew with
the weight of a sea. Then somebody notices : "one
hour forty. Last drop of fuel ; it's impossible that
they are still flying.
And Peace sets...
A taste of bitterness and insipidity surges to the lips,
like the end of a journey. Something comes to an unknown
end, something rather disgusting. And among the copper
veins one feels the same gloominess that hangs in closing
factories. All this equipment seems burdensome, useless
and with no purpose : a weight of dead branches.
All that's left, is waiting for dawn.
In several hours all of Argentine will emerge in day
light and all these people living there like on a shore
with a net that closes, ... tightens slowly, and noboby
knows what the catch will be.
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Saint-Ex,
alone above the clouds, byLam van't Hof - 80 x 60 cm print
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Peace
sets also on the Bastia Borgo base. the pilots
continue waiting, you never know. But the anxiety is
mounting, the shadows get longer, night is falling shrouding
everything.
Hours pass, hope is vanishing, the heavy silence of
certainty. A pilot remembers :
"About ten in the evening, without a single word
spoken, we went slowly to the mess. On the table dinner
was waiting, cold. We sat down and we continued eating.
At the end of the meal, the eldest said :
"tomorrow morning, you take care of the mission
of captain Saint-Exupery". Nothing else. Like a
chapter of "Vol de nuit".
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Nobody
has ever known what happened to the writer of "Le
petit Prince". In those hard days, he enjoyed
his relatives admiring his card tricks. "Talk
to me, make me enjoy living. I look happy doing these
tricks, but I can't do them for myself and a terrible
cold overwhelms my heart."
July 31, 1944, Antoine de Saint-Exupery achieved
his prettiest card trick : he vanished without the slightest
trace.
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